This was a re-edit of my most popular youtube video. I don’t know why I had come back to it. I just hated how it was edited and how it looked. Mostly fetishist saw it. Yet I can’t part with it. My boyfriend says its a waste of time and of talent to revisit old ugly work one has made… he is a painter so he knows what he is talking about. I don’t understand that. Everything I do seems like a part of me and I can’t let it go, no matter how lame, how ugly, how pointless.